These last few days have definitely been hard on me..
I realize i need to give her space and respect that she's trying to make herself happy. But i will also not stop loving her, no matter what.
I've been praying so much and i believe she is who I'm truly supposed to be with, and make happy, provide for, protect, serve, love, stand up for, nourish, comfort.
I am trying to be friends with her, keep things good. And it seems to be going great.
I just can't be dependent on her for my happiness, so I'm trying to make myself happy.
Whatever that means.
Even my band seems to be losing it..I'm not even motivated at all to do anything in that aspect of my life (band stuff)
I just want to find a SOLID job and make some money. Find a great church and get back into what I NEED to be into.. And that's finding out who God is to me..
I hope this finds you well.
Until next time,
Jump for joy.. but not too high.. ceilings hurt!
<3
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