Losing..

So today, i had to say goodbye to my best friend Elyce.. She moved back after she had lived with me for a year.. Sure we had dated for two years.. but still.. not only had we dated.. more importantly, she was my best friend, favorite person, one person i could really confide in.
It feels weird just saying goodbye, just like she's going to come back later tonight or something. But i know that's not how it is going to playout.
I shared so much of my life with her, but i know that it ended for a reason.
I'm trying to start a new chapter in my life with being in a new band and finding a new job, and such. But it's so weird not having her here along every step of the way.
I'm trying to start anew with my life right now, trying to find more friends, more nice people in the world, more people i can trust, more people i can love.. If you think you are one of those.. let me know

Elyce was such an amazing friend to me.. she knows so many of my deepest secrets.. I don't even know why i'm typing this, because no one could truly understand how deep our friendship was..
Elyce Naylon.. you are my hero